Well to begin with …i am damn miserable with girls.Do’nt know why but though after being studied in a Co-ed still I fill the jitters in my stomach [I don’t have gastric problems …so clear all the gr8 thoughts]when I have to interact with someone from the opposite sex.
It is not all time the same case…suppose someone I like a lot, I always felt that If I approach I would definitely scatter all the things…..always have the confidence on the lower side.
But if I don’t like someone…then the case is just on the reverse gear[though happens very less time….]
Chapter1:
It all started with a girl in my coaching center [chemistry coaching to be precise….]…I do like her a lot….her talk, her eyes, her smiles[she has a Deepika Padukon like smile….seriously….”mard ko dard dene bala”]etc. etc… in short I was /am completely mesmerized by/with her.i always used to thinks of her , and tried n no of ways to influence her…..i still remember how I used to wait on the roadside from where she used to come in the Riksa….and how every time my gotdamn chemistry teacher used gangbang me in front of her and the other students…
Anyways there after family moved down to Hyderabad…..lost all the contacts.
Many days later found her on FaceBook….Married!!!And adding injury to insult she is a Mom now.
Chapter2:
One of the major support system in my college(my lovely college which I described in my previous posts) was definitely not “a” girl…but bunch of girls.
One of them ….a stupid moron in the lot is/was(kill the tense…don’t make sense) had a liking towards me(can you imagine…even I can’nt.GOD exits !halleluhiah!)OK to curt sort I used her…totally ..for be it assignment preparation….giving proxies in the class…extra curricular etc.etc.
On the farewell day she proposed me…and I had to act as a dude infront of my friends ,so I rejected(first time I wrote ejected by mistakenly…)firmly .
I will never forgot the face..The tearful eyes….she had upon hearing my answer.
Anyways never bothered to have any contacts with her after college….just heard few days back she is in US…settled.
Chapter 3:
Will write some other day…..
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